Diaries of a crazyman

[Douchermann]

I have been working on various projects so I havn't spent a whole lot of time here (all in due time however). My friend recently told me the best way to describe me is the kind of person who was on the genius-crazy line for a while and recently crossed over into the crazy... I kind of like it here too haha... but he said it in a joking manner of course. I'm pretty sure I'm not actually crazy, lol. However, I have been writing random snippets of my thoughts and figured I could share them with people here to see what everyone thinks. I decided to title the compilation "diaries of a crazyman" as you can see. Here is the first of hopefully more to come. By the way, my goal for this one was to be humbling

Why must we compete? What drives us to prove to the other party that we are worse off than them? Any sense of accomplishment is quickly forgotten or dismissed within minutes of the argument. Many people fail to realize that everyone is fighting their own battle. Whatever they face will always be worse than what anyone else can describe. There are obviously those instances where everything seems to go wrong, but everyone goes through that many many times, and with varying intensities each time. Is it sympathy? Do we crave sympathy from others? Perhaps, but these arguments often spring up in environments where no sympathy can be acheived. Is one man's life harder than another's? Of course not. There is no scale to accurately compare eachothers lives. Every single person can only see their own life for what it is so that is all they have to go off. For this reason, each person can see their life as worse than someone elses. Everyone's thought process works differently so ones ability to handle each situation can be vastly different from the next person and thus a minor issue to one person is possibly a major issue to another. We as humans must understand this; This simple fact that no one is in actually worse off than someone else. It is all mental, it is all an illusion. A person can lose his or her father or mother one day, and to not only be unaffected the next day, but be in fact in a better state of mind than ever before. It should not be regarded as this person disrespecting the lost loved one, no, it should be regarded as an example of a realization, an epiphany rather. It's all about how we process, how we handle, and how we assess each situation. We must find the light in the darkest crevices. Not one person is free from problems or battles, but what defines us is how we go through them. In the end, ones own life, ones own experiences, ones own battles are only as bad as they are made out to be. A bad day is only an illusion created by the mind.

[s25]

Sounds like content that would fit perfectly in a blog!
http://a0tu.com/blog

Regardless nice writings! Keep it up!

[cobrasniper555]

I'd have to say that you have made some pretty interesting and beautiful work there, Douchermann! Do tell of any others you come up with!